what i want after death
obviously, i am completely powerless to them being carried out, but it would be nice if someone did follow through- i would like a gracious journey to the afterlife (whatever that is. please not hell tho), and i do feel that something that reflected my soul would make this more gentle, more easier.
if you know me in real life, and you somehow happen to find this page, please save it incase the worst (or best) does come to fruition. thank you
the burial
please note that i do NOT want a cremation. i hate the idea of being burned into ashes with my whole entire being- it is abhorrent to me, and even though keepng ashes seems nice, i would like my body to stay intact as much as possible. i like to imagine myself lying there, eyes closed, very peaceful-looking. if you cremate me i will come back alive just to kill you, and then myself again.
for the burial, i cannot decide upon a coffin, or a metal casket- so i've decided that either will do. however, there are only a few deisgns for both that i would be happy with, so i'll link them here and show you. the design of these coffins match my essense, i think. satin lining and pillows would also be prefferable too, please!
also, i would very much prefer a wooden coffin, over a cardboard casket. i like the idea of being warm and protected from everything while my body rots away in the wood. what happens when it rains, when you're inside a cardboard box (essentially)? or when it floods?
